I was born with a gift for seeing. At around 5 years old I would tell my family the colors and shapes that I saw around them. I would also have premonitions. By the time I was 7 I learned that the messages that I received from my family were a lot more frightening than the ones I received from Spirit. I learned not to talk about what I saw, felt and heard. In fact, the older I got, the more I tried to make them go away. Alcohol, food, sex, shopping, anything that would take